Hi.. Long time no see..

This is my first writing since a long time ago. From now on I decided to write my blog in english although my english is so poor. So please don't laugh at me, instead teach me :) .  There are so many things I'd like to write, but I dunno where do I start. So I just make it random. Frankly, i dont really like to write, but i have to, no I mean but I should do it. I had a dream since I was in senior high school. I won't tell you what is that, uh, come on, it's just a common student dream. Ok, yeah study abroad. My target are some developed countries in Europe, US, Japan, or Aussie. You may say that my dream is too high, so long as I have a low confidence, I do say the same. Hello Dian, you're not really smart. How dare you dream that much! But you know, I always believe that I have an invisible hand that usually help me. I've ever had a perfect point on math in my final examination when I was in elementary school. Ok, it's not really awesome, because I had 70 point in another subject. And that made my average point below to 90. And it got worse when I was in junior high school. My average point was just about 70 what. In senior high school I've always been placed in a lowest class. You know that in my school, the students were placed in a class according to their report card. The students who have the best point in report card would have been placed in class 1, and the worst in class 6. I've always been in class 5 or 6. Am I stupid? No, I never think that I'm stupid, I'm just not really smart and lazy. Moreover, reckon in my school was the best school in my city, I think I'm good enough. The time when I entered to the university was the first time I thought that i had an invisible hand. I've never really learnt in senior high school, I usually skipped my course, and sometimes i played truant from the school. Yeah, those were really bad habits, but thank Allah, I could pass in my first choice in university. Other things that invisible hand did in my my life were made me passed the university with cumlaude title, and a year later I could work in one of the greatest ministry in Indonesia. Then, I called that Allah's help with "invisible hand". So, may Allah will always give me his help, so I can go abroad. I will do more effort for this one. I will study hard, like what I'm doing now. I try to improve my skill which is difficult to get better (-___-). May Allah always show me the right way. Aamiin..